lmao, look at those dorky christian kids, omfg look at how they dress, what a bunch of losers!
Dude, forget Christianity, why do I want to restrict myself from all the fun in the world?!! shit, you only get to live once, I am gonna do whatever i want!
It sure feels goooooood to be high. cigarettes? man, i cant live without you. you know, its really ok to have sex with other girls as long as your girlfriend dont find out, man who cares, enjoy life to the fullest!
MMM that was a good meal, crap! i am out of smoke. theres gotta be cigarette butts somewhere around here... aha! i found a marlboro... Forget going to class dude, lets get highhhhhh! Man, i cant believe my girl friend left me, i am so stupid... its kool, thers nothing alcohol cant fix, dude, can you believe people live their life being sober?
f***, i got expelled again, its aight, my pipe will comfort me. *cough* argh, it hurts... i gotta stop smoking. man, look at these selfish mofos, only call me when they want something. i am close to nobody, not even my family. Life sux dude, accept it. Your childhood dreams are all bullshit, this is the reality son, and it aint so bright and happy now is it?
damit, i cant quit, i am gonna smoke for the rest of my life and die of lung cancer... everybody in this world are so self-centered, always trying to take adventage of each other. why should i waste my time and effort dealing with them? always trying to use me, man, I HATE people. now that i ruined my body, i ruined my future, this world is so fcking stupid, why should i bother living? life is beautiful my ass...
It is then, that God stepped into my life and brought my out of the darkness. I was accepted to the #1 undergrad school for Ceramic in the US. Now, i am looking forward to my future because it is filled with hope. I am now capable of trusting and loving people around me, willing to forgive any intentional/unintentional harm done by others. I no longer rely on any substance; i quit drugs, i quit drinking, and through prayer, i stopped smoking as well! and yes, it feels so much better to be free of cigarettes. This all happened in the 6 months after i believed in Christ.
It is through restrictions, that we avoid being entagled by the chains of this world, so that we may feel joy, hope and peace in our hearts. God's love for us is more fullfilling than any material/substance this world can offer.
Thank you Jesus, i owe you this life. Take my two fish and use it as you please.
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